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My Black Star to Snailords

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For :iconsnailords: contest Your Black Stars Contest by SnaiLords

This is a true story which happened to me. It's not easy for me talking about it.
Probably this is a story many of you already heard from someone else, or you had the same experience yourself, but I had been bullied for YEARS, since primary school. It reached the climax during the five years of the high school. Before the high school diploma I was attacked by the whole classroom like a gazelle surrounded by hyenas more than once and I was considered the pariah, the untoachable, the outcast. I never gave up, I never hurt myself, but it wasn't easy showing my bitch side all the time to defend myself. I didn't wish to give those idiots any satisfaction. I felt that if I showed to be weak they would 'sniff' it like sharks which sniffed blood in the sea.
But the thing I'm ashamed of is... that once I became like the ones who bullied me.
Me, the one who can't stand aggressive people who mistreat the weaker ones... once bullied someone else. And I hated myself for this. I'll never forgive myself for being that weak to pour my frustrations against someone who was weaker than me. 

Thank you for listening to me.
All the characters but me had been changed in the look to protect their privacy. Art by me. I belong to myself.

Oh my. Thank you for all the faves. 0////0
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Time to go on a stalkathon and hunt him down. (Find him on Facebook maybe?)

Sounds like the beginning of a cute story.